It happens at every instant
The repetitive instantiation
Of this almost stable structure
Although I inherit this illusion of continuity
It was not really me who started this sentence
As it won't be the one finishing it
I'm constantly slipping
Through infinite spaces
And I can not differentiate me
Perhaps a mathematician could
Find the derivatives that approximate me
Is this the closest I can get to being defined?
Or am I inverting the question?
What if I just need to be integrated
Still by a mathematician
To fill this incalculable vacuum?
Or in Jungian style
Shedding light on the shadows
That foment these futile questions?
I do not know
None of these layers of me did
And no layer in the future will
